在陜北，如果冬天沒有錢買煤生火，如果沒有柴生火燒炕，你也沒有錢吃肉，喝酒，就只有一個辦法，吃狗肉！太冷了，零下26度，我僅有的是劇團(tuán)發(fā)給我的羊皮大衣！一天24小時不離開我的身體！我吃狗肉竟然有了名氣，那天有人把賣狗肉的人引到我的窯洞前！

    滿天大雪，北風(fēng)那個吹，像極了白毛女的場景！我聽見一個聲音，像是隔壁王木匠，他引來一個人，脖子上架了一只狗，被剝了皮的狗克朗，一件黑色的棉衣滿是窟窿，露出的白棉花與天空下的白雪，融為一體！我第一次見到如此窮的人，沒錢過年，打死自己的狗，剝了皮，背著狗肉走30里山路，只為賣3塊錢?。?竟然無人買，給我說好話，我給了他3塊錢。給錢時，我的眼睛濕潤了。

    聽別人說，買狗肉的人，哥哥死了，家窮，便娶了嫂子，沒文化，每年過年的對聯(lián)用碗把鍋底的黑灰沾上，拓幾個圓坨坨！家窮，只有一條褲子，弟兄倆輪換著穿！

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    把狗肉放在河里，河里的冰像鍋蓋，我用繩子綁在河邊的大石頭上。第二天，肉的紅色不見了，白白的，拿到屠宰廠，找到幾個朋友，讓他們做熟，我便熱熱的吃上幾口！他們會把酒拿出來，讓我喝上幾口暖暖著冰冷的四肢。

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    我扔下狗肉直奔回我的窯洞，我再也沒有吃狗肉了，我發(fā)瘋了一樣在拼命的看書，學(xué)英語，學(xué)語文，學(xué)歷史！我要考大學(xué)！我要考延安大學(xué)！

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